demy_chan5

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 19:02:46 GMT

IN UTAH NAO.
And really excited for Banzaaai!

ME AND shini_no_miko MAKE THE PERFECT SHIN X REIRA.

Four Days!

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 06:38:42 GMT

Okay, so I never really got to tell everyone this yet... But about two or three weeks ago, I got a haircut! I have yet to take a decent picture of it yet though. It's really cute and bobby-ish. I thought It looked kinda like Angel's hair from Rent. XD; BUT I BRING MALL ADVENTURES.

Working at a Kiosk is possibly one of the most entertaining jobs. XD; Especially when you aren't accosting people and innocently folding clothes. I have stories.

*Random man and black man walking by* *They look at the Victoria Secret store and the Pink Store attached to it*
Black Man: Life is Pink.... what? *looks at me* Do YOU wear this stuff???
Me: Wha? Uhm... No. o__o; I don't.

AND YOU KNOW WHEN YOU'RE HAVING THOSE 'I DON'T FEEL PRETTY' MOMENTS?! This is possibly the best compliment ever that I recieve in a night. XD; NOTE: ARIZONA HAS MANY GAY/LESBIANS. AND IT'S GREAT.
Random Gay Boy: *talking to me* Hey! You're like, really pretty!
Me: o__o; *turns to look at, kind of confused*
Random Gay Boy: I'm really jealous! *keeps walking*
Me: Thanks? *insert major blushing of face*

This job has really been a boost of self-esteem for me. XD; Which Steakout has never done for me... And it's weird. I'm really kind of glad to have left Utah, I've found so many friends and have done more here than I have done in Utah. I still miss everyone, however. =/ I feel like I've been missing out on peeps lives. BUT I'M COMING IN FOUUUR DAYS. =O WATCH OUT.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 19:08:36 GMT

Joining the bandwagon. <333

Seven Things That I Like Most
1. Video Games.
2. My family. Even when they don't tell me everything.
3. Music.
4. Fashion and Clothes. Even though I somewhat lack.
5. Musicals! Acting! <33 Taking on other personafications!
6. Probably Anime. XD;;
7. Roleplaying!

Seven Important Things In My Room
(Me: Previous Room? XD;; )
1. My PS2
2. PSP + Crisis Core
3. DS.
4. My Balthier Action Figure.
5. My Clothes.
6. Laptop + Ipod.
7. Contacts. D: + Glasses.

Seven Random Facts About Me
1. I like Video Games because I think it's more enjoyable than reading a book., XD;; Maybe killing monsters is what drags me in?
2. I'm still obsessed with Anime... But I tell people that I'm growing out of it so that they don't think less of me. Especially when it comes to Pokemon. (Cousin: *has pokemon cards* Me: .... I.... used to be into pokemon. =''D )
3. I love Roleplaying. XD To an extreme.
4. I'm too lazy to do homework and to realize my potential.
5. I have an extremely guilty conscience.
6. I love to Sing. x3 And on more than one occasion I have wanted to burst out into song in the middle of class and hope that the whole class joins me in sing.
7. I'm Claustrophobic. @_@ Or I have an extreme fear of crowds because I always feel like I'm breathing in other people's air... And that REALLY disturbs me.

Seven Things I Hope To Do Before I Die
1. Dye my bangs Rainbow Colours at least once.
2. Be in a Musical/Play. [On broadway?]
3. Get Married. Maybe to someone in the Mafia/Yakuza. Or someone British.
4. Become a Voice Actor.
5. Go to Disneyworld. D: Hopefully work there as Wendy or Alice!
6. Learn how to Sew better. I want to be able to create my own clothes.
7. Travel to Japan, Ireland, England, Australia, and Canada.

Seven Things I Can Do
1. Play Video Games. xD Rather well... Er, RPGs that is.
2. Write and Type.
3. Pronounce and Annunciate very well.
4. Memorize Monologues/Scripts and songs from Musicals.
5. Act. And Make it Believable.
6. Make Friends.
7. Imitate Voices.

Seven Things I Can't Do
1. Dance. I just can't Dance. XD;;
2. School Work.
3. Project or Make my voice loud enough.
4. Comment on Things without giving it Meaning. ._.;;
5. Sports. Lift Heavy Things. I'm just so Weak...
6. Tolerate Pain. *VERY low pain tolerance*
7. Look at/Touch/handle Worms and Blood.

Seven Things I Say The Most
1. XD
2. ...
3. *Insert random Musical lyrics*
4. ... Yeaaah.
5. omg!
6. Le's Bounce (Recent one.)
7. Nevermind. (Because apparently I mumble too much and when people say that I just tell them nevermind. XD; )

Seven Celebrity Crushes
1. Hugh Grant. <3
2. Teruki from An Cafe!
3. .... Okay there are way too many of these slots to fill. XD;;
4. Various Anime/Video Game Characters + their Seiyuu?
5. Kenichi Suzumura. (Voice of Demyx, Lavi, Hikaru Hitachiin, Zack Fair)
6. KENN. @___@
7. Emile Hirsch. <33 as Speeeed Racer.

OC Meme <3

Fri, 30 May 2008 04:18:16 GMT

I’m mainly doing this to get back into my Kilik and Gabe mode for Days of Future Past roleplay. XD Please Enjoy this! *ALSO MIGHT ADD DAMIEN (and/or Yutsuko – Also I will probably change Damien’s name) TO THE ROLEPLAY*

OC MEME.

1. choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. make them answer the following questions.
3. then tag three people.
4. feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

OCs:

Damien

Shinya

Yutsuko

Gabe

Kilik

How old are you?

Damien: The fuck you want to know?

Shinya: … 21. Thank God.

Yutsuko: *gasp* A woman never reveals her age! *winks*
Gabe: D< BOW DOWN TO ME, SERF.

Kilik: =’D 18.

What's your height?

Damien: Tall. e_e;; and lanky at that.

Shinya: Almost 6 feet.

Yutsuko: 5’ 6’’ Not including the heels I wear every other day!

Gabe: Taller than you! D< *hits with staff*

Kilik: Around 6’ 1’’. Not too tall. =’D

Boy or girl?(No need. ;P)

Damien: Male. e_e; And thank God. I don’t want no vagina.

Shinya: Boy. ._.; Obviously.

Yutsuko: Female! *giggles*

Gabe: I AM KING.

Kilik: Very much a boy. *nods* … The last time I checked at least. o.O

Are you a virgin?

Damien: ……

Shinya: *LAUGHS*

Yutsuko: *winks* Maaaaybe.

Gabe: =’D No, I have not been to Virginia.

Kilik: …….. *nervous laugh* Y-Yeah… *blush*

Who's your mate/spouse?

Damien: Kanon’s my ex… Aand Currently I am pursuing a rock singer…
Shinya: … You mean Tonight’s mate?

Yutsuko: Currently I am mate-less. ^^;;

Gabe: … =’D I have contacted each of the other castles and they all keep wanting me to marry their daughters!

Kilik: ^^;

Do you have any kids?

Damien: Oh dear god, I hope not.

Shinya: I hate kids. ._.;;

Yutsuko: No, But they are sooo cute! *cuddles random child*

Gabe: D: Sadly I have no heirs to the throne…

Kilik: Er… N-no? *insert nervous laugh*

What's your favorite food?

Damien: I hate food. e_e;;

Shinya: Anything bitter… and flavorless.

Yutsuko: *giggles* I only like gourmet meals.

Gabe: YOU, CHEF, GO MAKE DINNER. D< *hits with staff*

Kilik: I really like noodles! Like Ramen and stuff!

What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Damien: I hate ice cream. e_e;;

Shinya: It’s too… sweet. But I guess I like plum flavor.

Yutsuko: Strawberry! ^_^

Gabe: What is this… ice cream? o.O;

Kilik: Probably Rocky Road. I really like chocolate and marshmallows!

Have you killed anyone?

Damien: *smirks* Not yet…

Shinya: *LAUGHS*
Yutsuko: Oh dear, no! Although I’ve had the urge… Some people with their fashion taste just deserve to be shot… *rolls eyes*

Gabe: OFF WITH YER HEAD. D<

Kilik: H-Heh… Y-Yeah.. But it wasn’t intentional… I still haven’t forgiven myself for it…

Do you hate anyone?

Damien: … I hate everyONE and everyTHING.

Shinya: *snickers* Oooh, There are too many. Most of the people with over negative 2,000 points…

Yutsuko: Of course not! ^^ Highly dislike, yes. But hate! Never!

Gabe: … D< I HATE PEASANTS.

Kilik: Heh. Nope! ^^

Have any secrets?

Damien: *shrugs*

Shinya: We all have secrets.

Yutsuko: Oh my god, So many! Like this one time… *trails off*

Gabe: S-Secrets?

Kilik: Yeah. *smiles*

Do you love anyone?

Damien: Keh. Fuck no.

Shinya: M-Maybe. ._.;;

Yutsuko: I love a lot of people! Like, all my friends!

Gabe: … I love my Kingdom.

Kilik: ^_^

What's your job?

Damien: Do I LOOK like I work?

Shinya: Tattoo Artist and Piercer.

Yutsuko: Aspiring Fashion Designer and Model!

Gabe: KING.

Kilik: Heh, well, I’m in Proteus…

What do you do to relax?

Damien: ... Fuck if I know…

Shinya: I read the bible… Because it’s so full of false teachings…

Yutsuko: Shop! ^_^ And shop some more!

Gabe: … I help plants grow… and I talk to them.

Kilik: Heh, I play with the metal in a liquid like form… It’s kinda soothing.

What do you think your life expectancy is?

Damien: Fuck if I know! I could die tomorrow and not even give a shit!

Shinya: *shrugs and goes back to working on a tattoo*

Yutsuko: o.O Oh I hope I die before I’m 50… Old people are soo unattractive!

Gabe: D< The war may take my life… BUT I WILL DIE FOR AN HONORABLE CAUSE.

Kilik: Heh… Toooo long.

What do you think of the person below you?

Damien: Must be a fag… His hair is pink!

Shinya: … Annoying.

Yutsuko: Shinnie, that’s so mean! =’D ….. Insane?

Gabe: He’d make a fair knight… *shrugs*

Kilik: =’D I… don’t really know..

What's your favorite colour?

Damien: Black. It’s all I wear. e_e;;

Shinya: Who cares?

Yutsuko: EVERY color has it’s ups! And it all depends on the person. I mean, some people just don’t look good in purple! But I still like the color!

Gabe: … Green.

Kilik: Probably red. Like my hair. *nervous laugh*

What do you think of your creator?

Damien: … Needs to get a fucking life… Or at least a boyfriend.

Shinya: … She’s okay.

Yutsuko: ^_^ Oh! I just love her clothes! I wish we could, like, watch Project Runway together and stuff!

Gabe: …. BOW DOWN TO ME. D< *hits with staff* (Me: *runs* D: )

Kilik: Nice! =3 And cute! THANK YOU FOR CREATING ME.

I tag anyone! =D

Talk, Talking a lot But it's still Talk

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 19:15:33 GMT

Haven't been on in a while...
Thought I might give some updates?

1. I have been extremely busy rping... Or else I probably would post on LJ more often. xD;
2. Steakout decided that they will make me work longer hours. Which is slowly killing me.
3. Currently I am cleaning....

Somebody is coming over to see the house today. I want so desperately to buy it.
I love all my friends... But... I want to be able to see my parents truly happy again.
I will finish out the school year... Living in an apartment with my mother... But... There aren't any promises that I will go to school here in Utah next year... Unless I stayed with my Grandparents, which I am SO not willing to do.
I will visit often.

Also, Brower asked Nick to do something else in Region Drama... So I get to go for sure now for Dramatic Monologue.
I'm nervous. To the Extreme. I want so badly to do well...
I need to get a dress that looks like a housewives from the 40s. God, I hate looking young.

Anyway. Hopefully I will post more frequently on LJ. And be able to read more of your peeps posts. xD;; I kind of fail.

OH, AND MACIE AND JAKE. I HAVEN'T WATCHED OH MY GODDESS! xD EXCEPT FOR THE MOVIE. BUT THAT'S ALL. *FAIL*

Sat, 19 Jan 2008 23:10:41 GMT

So, basically I have a Cold or something...
Which I don't have any idea how I got... Unless I caught it from someone else. xD;; I'm usually not out in the cold for more than five minutes at the most.
I have concluded that a Human has given it to me...
D< Which one of you humans gave me a cold?!

I'm just not feeling well... .__. So if I don't sound as happy as I usually am... That's probably why.

Congratu-fuck-lations! You just made a fucking fool of yourself!

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 22:25:20 GMT

Whoever invented Call-backs needs to be shot.
And then shot again.

It's just a way for someone to feel incompetent when compared to other actors who put their whole mind into their character, and morph themselves up for the part.

Dear Mr. Brower, *Insert music cassette and Play*

I understand your need for callbacks.
Why did you choose a play like this?
Three women... and 7 men.
Not enough characters.

I feel to point out the fact that my confidence level has taken a dive.
Why do you tell me I'm good? Why do you compliment me?
I KNOW I AM A SHITTY AT ACTING.
Can't you just rip me apart with insults?
I want to get better.
Really.
I know I am nervous.
But that doesn't mean I want to be treated like a Five-year old child wondering if their artwork is like a masterpeice when it is far from it.
I want the part of the little Grocery Boy.
Please consider.

Yours Truly,
Annie Higgins
*stop music*

Basically. I am pissed. I do not act like this usually.
Fuck.
I tried to put up a strong front, but really, I'm still kind of pissed at the call-backs.
I did horribly.
I didn't stand out at all. There was no magic around me.
Just a timid, short, girl, who looks like just another face in the crowd.

I should have taken that spit flying from my mouth as a bad omen in the Audition.
God? Why do you humor me?
Why couldn't you just make everyone the same height?
Did you NEED so much variety?
Did you think the short people would be happy?
I'm not happy.
I hate it.
People don't think i can be tough or anything with my shortness.
They are wrong.
We have feelings too.
Sometimes it ISN'T a fucking compliment to be called cute for being short. ._.

Anyway. This is my rant.
I get this way sometimes.

No work. Anyone want to hang out?
Especially since I should be studying for the ACT...
Anyone know what time it is at?

I <3 Malaysia.

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 22:02:21 GMT

Today was a good day.

I got my Nana DVDs. And when I opened the envelope, I almost squeed in delight when I saw that it was neatly wrapped in Christmas wrapping paper.
I didn't want to rip it open... but considering the fact I wanted to see my Nana DVDs... I had to do just so.

I was even more happy when I saw that there was a little packet of Jasmine Oolong Tea taped to my DVDs, with a little message:

"Best Wishes to you & your family for a happy holiday season. Looking forward to continue the warm association we share in the coming year.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!"

I was basically extremely happy.
I listened to the soundtrack it came with... And I am planning on finishing watching the series tonight.
Anyone who wants to Nana with me... Feel free to ask! I own the series now! <333
And Basically, because of the happy message and cute wrapping... I want to go visit Malaysia now and buy more happy things from them.
Next purchase = Air gear? =D

I also got new clothes! XD
Demy = Loves new clothes.
I especially like the camis from Downeast Outfitters. And considering I get a 20% off because my mom works there, I particularly like shopping there.
I think a loving for Good deals runs in the family. XD

Why don't you try growing your own damn Flowers?

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 22:55:21 GMT

Hrmm... Not very many posts lately because my time has been occupied with Pokemon Leaf Green.
Ah.
The Memories.
I've become quite fond of GaryAsh... I just wish I knew their real japanese names.

So, I was on Facebook... Because for some reason, I seem to actually like it. (Mainly because I have a pet dragon named Archamedes(sp?... I know I spelt it right on my profile.))
And there was this application that was "hot or not' where you actually go and rate other people... I was shocked that some of my friends had the application...

So, I decided to give it a try... ._. It was stupid.
Why would I need some stupid application to tell me if I am hot or not?
Seriously. I have been losing all hope in people and the future...

At least Nana came! My dad is going to pick it up at the post office first thing tomorrow morning. (considering no one was home to get it when they brought it by) <333
I am happy for that.

Anyway. Must get back to more Pokemon-ing.

Questions.

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 21:05:54 GMT

Questions from shini_no_miko

1. How did you get into playing video games?
    When I was little, I would play my brothers video games, which mainly were Mario and South Park.
    Then I got my own Gameboy, and then ever since I've really enjoyed playing Video games. XD
    First game I really owned and obsessed over was Pokemon Blue. XD

2. Where do you want to live when you're older?
    Japan or Canada. In America, I'd probably want to live in Colorado.
    I just really have loved Colorado since I lived there. It's my childhood.

3. What's your favorite holiday?
    Halloween. Candy. Mmm. Plus the multiple watchings of Nightmare Before Christmas.

4. What are your three favorite possessions?
    My PS2. Ipod. Balthier Action Figure. *has refused to pack him up*

5. What's your favorite quote?
    I has too many Favorite quotes...
    "If I had a Mother... I like to think she was quite like Cinderalla." - Tootles from Peter Pan. (dont' know if that's that exact quote... )

1. Leave me a casual comment of no particular significance, like a lyric to your current favorite song, your favorite kind of sandwich, or maybe your favorite game. Any remark, meaningless or not.
2. I will respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. Update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in your own post.
5. When others respond with a desultory comment, you will ask them five questions.

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 23:27:28 GMT

I'm supposed to be going to some girl's house soon...
Don't quite know how much I want to go...
I don't really enjoy the people in my English Book group... They're Okay... But I guess we have to do this...

And it gave me a reason to ask for work off.

Hrmm... I hope this goes well...

As much as a Love the Peter Pan movie... I don't know how much I'm going to enjoy watching it with them
....
Oh well... I better go snarf some food down before I have to go. Then I can come home and post on more LJ... and hopefully join a couple of communities.

D: Macie and Caro!! I need help with LJ! D: *LJ Illiterate*

First. Entry.

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 22:42:30 GMT

Yes. This is my very first entry on this account, and second on overall LJ.
I've been wanting to get a new account for quite some time, but I never really thought about it til now.
Hrmm.

I hate being a Newbie. D:

I was just extremely deep in thought today. I realized, while in my book group during English, that I really internalize things.
Maybe it comes with acting.
But really. I was quite amazed at the fact that the people in my group thought so lightly on the book we were reading, and that I tried to really think about it.

It's happened before too. It's not just the choice in the book (I am not that obsessed with Peter Pan... )
When we were reading The Crucible, I really thought about it too. Maybe that's why I liked it so much.

It just sort of occured to me today... Maybe everyone does that.
I really like to try and become the main character in a story, or a movie... Hmm...

Oh well. That's it for my first journal Entry. <3